Dipti Reet

Though the almighty one is but the same one in the whole universe, there can be many manifestations of the same lord in different forms in accordance to place and time. I have chosen Sree Sree Thakur as my path finder to help me go to the way of the almighty soul, the way of my god , the way of my thakur. My thakur is the Suprerme beloved and the omnipresent being. He has given me whatever i wanted in my life. However, this is not always the case. Sometimes, he has not given me things for which i cried and cried and got nothing. At those times, i used to get upset with thakur as a child becomes upset with his parents when they don't give him the things that he wants. But after sometimes, i realize that it was good of my luck that Thakur didn't give me the things that i then wanted. If he had given, then, now i would be in very very miserable condition. Such instances have happened may times in my life. Thakur has become real to me and i can feel his existence very close to me. Thakur does not exists only in feelings of d rather, he is around me all the times protecting me from all the miseries of this world.

Some people around me tell thakur is a great guru who leads to the path that makes life better in this material world. Some say that he is a guru who directs us towards the ultimate soul in the spiritual world. They are one hundred and ten percent true. But apart from this, Thakur is a person to me who exists now to help me and guide me whenever i am in trouble. He is just not my guru, but my freind. Yes, you all who are reading this article may laugh at it, but yes, it is true for me. My wrong deeds and right deeds are all known to Thakur and i feel that he always looks at me compassionately. He understands me more than anyone in this world. He understands me more than myself. He knows about my needs more than myself.

I think i am a very lazy person. I know that Thakur himself has stressed on Jap-Dhyan. Naamjap will lead us towards thakur and knowledge more than anything thing in this world. Even though knowing about this, i am not being able to do naamjap to my ability. I wonder, how will i feel after doing more jap. May be i will feel more close to Thakur. I also know that thakur is the ocean of knowledge and a tiny being like me can never know him to the fullest, but still , i want to at leats touch the water in the shore. So i pray "Oh, My Thakur, please help me be more active in this field". Without his help , i know i can never do anything, not even breathe.